Gratitude Journal: Day 19

Over the years, I’ve prayed some pretty repetitive lazy prayers. They taught me the habit of prayer and the difference between prayer and prayers that reach heaven.

I’ve had beautiful moments of prayer in my life too. But, it’s been hard to be consistent, praying with real intent.  Sometimes, my mind wanders. At times, I feel rushed, and at other times, I'm tired and want to sleep.  

But this year, my prayers have changed.  What has been the difference?  I began finding time for myself to pray out loud. There’s something so special about praying out loud.  It helps me focus and be more thoughtful. I allow more time to ponder and listen.  I feel the spirit. It has really changed things for me. 

I’m so thankful Heavenly Father hears my simple and deepest concerns and then answers. Sometimes almost immediately. Others take time, and it’s been more of a process with an answer to wait and a feeling of peace. Either way, I’ve felt Heavenly Father’s love more than ever as I’ve prayed harder and more sincerely.  I think I’m just scratching the surface, and I feel so blessed to continue down this path—I #givethanks for the powerful blessing of prayer.